Wow.

Looking back on all my journals...it kinda amazes me. I've changed so much. I'm not at all the person I used to be. I was so depressed. I was so lost and confused.

All I can say is that I'm so thankful I met Dean. He lead me to God and thus saved me from my self-destruction. Now at first things weren't so perfect, but after much trial and error, life has been good. Far from perfect, but so much more enjoyable. I still have difficulties accepting who I am and what I look like and what we have, but deep down I just have to keep telling myself how amazingly good we have it. God truely does provide. Now we aren't living in luxury...but we still manage to pay all the bills...even if there is only a few dollars in the account. *sigh* lol. But I truely am so grateful for what we do have.

Currently I'm loving life, looking for part-time seasonal employment to make up for lost hours at the grocery store, getting my cutie BobbiJo ready for the Wenatchee Kennel Club show this weekend (wish us luck!), and working hard to get my degree in Veterinary Technology at Penn Foster. Barely enough time to breathe I know! haha.

Anywho, just wishing everyone out there a wonderful week and hope all is good in your life. (I haven't been on this site for years...it's good to be back, I like it so much more than myspace)